Today was gray. All I did was sleep...
It's 6pm, I don't know where my children are...
P.S. I do care... this is in regard to my last post. I really do care so I guess I'm not all bad huh?
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
"You have such a big heart"
Hello again blog, it's been a while. I really am terrible at keeping up with these things, such is the chaos that is I.
This years/month's topic will be "You have such a big heart"
I recenlty re-watched the b-horror movie "Drag me to Hell" about the banker to denies an old gypsy lady an extension on paying her loans and gets cursed. She spends the entire film trying to hide her past, overcome this curse and prove she is innocent only to admit in her final moments she purposely did not give the woman the loan she needed to save her home. All her boyfriend said was "You have such a big heart"
My significant other tells me this often but I can't help but wonder if I really do. I have made many more changes to my life. I have gone green, I'm a vegetarian, I work at a non profit organization and I try my best not to be such a hot head about my opinions and applaud others for theirs instead.
But in my heart...
I want to throw my trash on the floor like everyone else.
I want a greasy pepperoni pizza.
I don't want to hear your families perilous immigrant story.
I don't give a shit if you disagree with me.
Am I truly good or am I terribly bad? These are my new questions on this journey called life.
This years/month's topic will be "You have such a big heart"
I recenlty re-watched the b-horror movie "Drag me to Hell" about the banker to denies an old gypsy lady an extension on paying her loans and gets cursed. She spends the entire film trying to hide her past, overcome this curse and prove she is innocent only to admit in her final moments she purposely did not give the woman the loan she needed to save her home. All her boyfriend said was "You have such a big heart"
My significant other tells me this often but I can't help but wonder if I really do. I have made many more changes to my life. I have gone green, I'm a vegetarian, I work at a non profit organization and I try my best not to be such a hot head about my opinions and applaud others for theirs instead.
But in my heart...
I want to throw my trash on the floor like everyone else.
I want a greasy pepperoni pizza.
I don't want to hear your families perilous immigrant story.
I don't give a shit if you disagree with me.
Am I truly good or am I terribly bad? These are my new questions on this journey called life.
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